December 2011
117 posts
Both teachers gave me raving reviews on my final assessments and general progress in class. Woop woop. Who’s one step closer to being an intellectual lady with a degree?
November 2011
79 posts
I just looked over my college evaluation and I am really disappointed with myself. Over the 4 years I have been in school, I have failed 7 classes. That’s 22 credits, or two semesters at full time status wasted. In total I have wasted $17,600 because of these stupid mistakes I made in my early college career. I am sick just thinking about this, and really disappointed in myself. I am really...
Would you give up your dreams for love?
Would you let the person you are with do it for you?
My roommate and I were having this conversation and had clashing viewpoints.
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It’s crazy but, I am so glad to be back at work. I really enjoy my job and don’t know what I am going to do when I get a grown up one. How am I going to get my mid day naps?
I feel like I am losing my mind. I push away all the people I care about most by berating them with all of the things that they have done that have really bothered me. In doing this I have forced myself into isolation and people generally don’t care to talk to me anymore because I have flipped out on them in the past. So, my punishment is a feeling of restless ness similar to a recovering...
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12 Days of Tumblr Challenge
Day 11 - what are you looking forward to
I look forward to starting a family and settling into my career. Right now I am trying to enjoy being single and living independently but I look forward to having a batch of kids that are legally mine. :)
I love Christmas.
The first snow fall, the baking, glittering lights, decorations, movies, cheer, and the build up for the big day when everybody gets together and tolerates one another for the day.
Weekends are always the hardest for me. I usually spend them alone catching up on little projects and enjoying lazy Saturdays. At night when I settle down and start to think I get wrapped up in my depression. My friends and family all have people to come home to, a companion at the least to ease the aches of loneliness. I have myself. At night and on the weekends my it’s family time. I...
I got my homework out, but I am just going to let it sit and adjust to room temperature. That’s what your supposed to do right? So it doesnt go into shock?
When I am lazy and hungry I throw random things in a crockpot and hope for the best.
Getting up is difficult. I think I am going to zombie walk over to blockbuster and get me movies to tide me over until my stomach is less of an angry bitch and my immune system has woken back up. I really wish I had a hover round, or I could drive a block.
12 Days of Tumblr Challenge
Day 09 - has tumblr changed your life
Now that I switched my tumblr, I feel more comfortable saying what I want to without my ex stalking it. I suppose that tumblr has helped relieve some stress by being able to come on here and blog.
Thanksgiving was a bust. I went up to my biffer’s house and started putting the appetizers and desserts together, while drinking glorious amounts of wine, only to stop before cooking the meet so we could nap. So hardcore. When I woke up I felt sick and ended up lying in the bathroom for two hours trying to stop my insides from expelling. In an effort to protect others from my sickness, I had...
12 Days of Tumblr Challenge
Day 08 - make a post for someone that means a lot to you
See “Confessions of a Crazy Person” post from Sunday.
12 Days of Tumblr Challenge
Day 07 - list your biggest fears
Dying alone.
Being a bad mom.
Birds.
Indefinitely being in debt.
Not finishing school.
12 Days of Tumblr Challenge
Day 06 - Do you miss anyone right now?
This year I saw a lot of people leave my life and it still is really hard on me. Most of all I miss my nieces and really hope that my brother gains full custody of them. It has been really hard seeing how the crumbling of their parents marriage and has negatively affected them. I wish that I had the power to take custody of them so that I know they would be...
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12 Days of Tumblr Challenge
Day 05 - a habit you wish you didn’t posess
My impulsiveness. It is something I have really been working on. I tend to jump without thinking and it gets me in a lot of trouble.
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