January 2012
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Licked the liberty bell. Nbd.
Have you ever googled yourself? If not do it! Mine is full of court stuff from speeding charges. WEEE
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I am so unmotivated to go to therapy. The only reason I am going is because I will have to pay full price if I don’t.
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Why did I eat those two chimichangas? I took one bite and was full but kept eating. I wish I could magically change my relationship with food.
Coughing fit follow by body aches and cold chill. Nope, not feeling so hot, still.
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I feel like an crazy superman
By day I am the queen of productivity and am the “perfect on the surface” caregiver for my kids. By the time I get home I am lethargic and lonely. I don’t want to do anything, or talk, but I just want a companion so I am reminded that I am not alone. I hate telling people what I do, like many aspects of my life, because they make the wrong assumptions. Yes I do spend my day with...
Finally watching Glee and freaking out over how amazing it is.
I have really been slacking on my year long photo challenge.
People don’t understand how hard it is to secretly live with an eating disorder in addition to having BPD.
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I need to suck it up and go to the E.N.T doctor. I have had off and on pain in my E.N.T and it is getting worse. I am hesitating on going because I have tried a lot of the things that are prescribed to help, I just didn’t stick with it because it’s another thing to take care of, another doctor to see.
Last year I spent a lot of time and money at doctors offices for different...
Celebrating my last week of break and a new job with cocktails.
My throat is so swollen. I sound like a hot mess.
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My therapist is always ten minutes late but I still get charged for a full session. Not. Cool.
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It's official...
I am a part-time teacher! Woooooop
Martha Stewart is insane.
Her show is hilarious because she doesn’t hide her displeasure very well.
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I am having so many problems with potty training Cameron. It’s been a year and we are still working on it.
Any tips?
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Tomorrow I have a meeting to brainstorm ideas for a new class through the rec department. I really want to start a science class for preschoolers so it coincides with my science education class this semester. To prepare, I have been scouring the Internet and my activity books for ideas and have a pretty good collection already. I think I am set to present my idea, but if I get approved I need to...
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Life with BPD rant
People don’t realize how lonely it feels when you have borderline personality disorder, at any phase. It’s a struggle with yourself as you try and control your emotional roller. You hit a bump, and loose friends. As you keep going on your roller coaster, you desend down the track as you anger build and friends and peers run away scared. When the roller coaster is over, you sit and look...
I totally cried at the end of Kim and Kourt this week. I regret nothing.
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School is right around the corner...
Today I got my history homework in the mail, what a buzz kill for winter break. Honestly, I am excited and nervous for classes to start in two weeks. I am taking a required history class and a science education class, both are known to be difficult.
Miley Cyrus annoys the shit out of me.
…but she does have nice hair.
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I think I am going to boycott using “lol” when I am trying to be funny or sarcastic. Instead I am going to say crazy shit and see if people know me well enough to recognize that I am kidding.
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Am I allowed to be bitter when my relationships...
All I wanted to do was calmly call the man who stood me up, and tell him that the way he handled things was disrespectful, and could have been handled differently. Well, I tried calling and he already blocked my number. I am not fuming upset with him just wondering, what the hell happened? How did we go from talking and hanging out to you ghosting and thinking nothing of it?
I don’t know...
