February 2012
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I am really nervous about teaching tomorrow. My older kids will be a breeze, but the preschoolers, I don’t know. I hate Alverno for making me an over achiever, therefor, an over thinker.
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Al I have wanted is to feel loved. Sure I have...
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That awkward moment when your water vibrates..
And you’re like crap the dinosaurs are coming!
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los(t) angeles: zaedilux: the little blue pills... →
zaedilux: the little blue pills look so harmless on their own, so i take one, and then two and i worry my lower lip so hard i taste rust and bitterness and defeat and blood and i take a third one. and i wait. thirty minutes pass. all i feel is nausea. forty-five minutes later, i lie in bed,…
I’m attempting to change up my hair so I did some color blocking with red, brown, and violet. I really hope it doesn’t look like a hot mess; at least I can add highlights to fix it.
Winner of 415 awards dies at age 48
Unless you all have been living under a rock, you have probably heard about Whitney Houston’s death at 3:55pm on Feb 11th, the night before the grammy’s. Toxicology reports are still pending on what is the cause of that tragic end.
When I first heard the news of her death, I assumed it was from drug abuse based on her crazy antics and coke addiction. Sadly, yet another artist has...
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I may have said this before…
I feel like a crazy Clark Kent who’s kryptonite is abandonment and relationships.
To the average person I am a loving, smart, funny, happy-go-lucky, optimist…
To my close friends I am the above in addition to being over emotional and obsessive…
But to my mom, psychologist, therapist, and self I am the above plus a sufferer of BPD with...
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Today my psychologist gave a me a new diagnosis of having bi-polar disorder. I don’t know why, but I feel really depressed by it; It may be because bi-polar people are generally people’s definition of a real “crazy” person. I hate having a mental disorder that I have to hide for fear of misjudgment, even though it’s the reason why my moods are all over the place.
All of my classes I proposed to teach this summer were approved. Yay me!
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How many people have your name? →
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I'm so glad my biffer is just as weird as I am...
After pedicures we went to caribou to hang out. After eavesdropping on several people we had to get beverages and move to a more comfortable table where we good better observe a couple on their first date.
She had to get back to her family so now I am attempting to do my homework. Really I am sitting here staring into the distance blank mindlessly.
I really want to go home and nap but I know...
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Tips for Distracting yourself from...
In place of cutting, draw on yourself while squeezing an ice cube in the other hand.
Throw foam balls, rolled up socks, or pillows against the wall as hard as you can.
Go to your car and scream as loud as you can.
As strange as it sounds, I actually enjoy “hulking out” while doing the above.
There are a bunch of other ones involving stabbing images of the people you hate,...
On Monday I am submitting my request to teach three new classes this summer. I’m so nervous and excited at the same time because I fear that I won’t do well.
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