April 2012
27 posts
I have spent the last couple hours at school and didn’t get one bit of homework done. Go me.
Sunday mornings with pancakes are the best…now if only I bacon
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Despite my hatred of Starbucks, I am going there...
I really am ashamed of the fact that Ia m the biggest procrastinator. I guess I have this mentality that if the teacher is lenient about getting assignments in on time, I won’t feel all that guilty for turning them in two days late. The worst thing about this bad habit of mine is that I am a teacher in training, I obviously am not setting a good example for my kids and need to do something...
I’m frustrated and want to calm down by playing my keyboard but, despite tearing up my room, I can’t find the adapter for it. Humph. No letting my inner rock star out.
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You guys follow me, but I never hear a word from...
I mean c’mon we obviously have a lot of common interests.
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I actually feel happy...
A year ago I was in such a different place. I was bitter, angry, depressed, hopeless and suicidal. I remember how a year ago I was so upset that I would start sobbing uncontrollably and cut to replace my internal pain with an external one. I felt relief as I saw the blood ran down my leg, I felt relived by seeing a release of pain. I was in a funk that rubbed of on my relationships, people started...
Nap time is my favorite time of the day. Whenever I hear somebody is awake and running to find me, I play dead to relish the last ten minutes of peace.
I really shouldn't be surprised at the shit I get...
I think subconsciously I am getting myself into bad situations to escape my reality of having an all encompassing darkness. I feel so depressed and alone that I do whatever I can to feel “loved” or at least get attention. It’s like a high that lasts a couple hours, then reality hits and I realize I am still all alone.
Recently I had a bittersweet moment where I realized I...
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SafetySuit - These Times.m4r
I have been sitting at school for an hour or so and have answered one question from my homework. I really am starting to hate this class and am counting down until 6 weeks are up.
