May 2012
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I'm trying so hard to suppress it...
but I am so lonely. People around me are having babies, getting married and buying houses, being all happy and stuff, then there is me. I always root for couples to get together and fall in love all while watching my dates blow up in my face. I don’t understand, I have my life together. I live on my own (in 2weeks), I have a car, I am told I have a great caring personality, I am great at...
empty-aisles:
I Used To Be Someone - Kevin...
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I can’t focus on typing a paper because I have a Beegee’s song stuck in my head.
I'm couch bound and wrapped up in "Say yes to the...
This show really makes me appreciate wanting a small wedding or eloping. I hate all of the drama that goes into planning a wedding and I would much rather prefer a small get together with the people I love. I think it is ridiculous when brides have these huge visions and expect the bridesmaids to foot the bill no matter what. I understand it’s their day and the bridesmaids chose to stand up...
In the 6 years I have been dating I acquired a...
Thinking about this really puts me off to the whole dating scene. If I have had this many dates that led to nowhere, what is the point of even trying anymore? I can tell my experiences have turned me bitter because now when I meet a guy, or people in general, I am blunt and honest instead of acting like a goon. Maybe my emotions have been fucked with so much that my body has just turned them off....
It’s weird being medicated when you have a mood disorder. Now, instead of Having low points resulting in irrational thinking and suicidal thoughts, I am just tired and at a lull. I am not happy, but I’m not sad. The thing am feeling is frustrated with little patience, but I think that has more to do with my lack of sleep than anything.
